life questions

So at this point in my existence it seems that many life questions have come up lately that I feel the need to find answers to and it also seems that there are a LOT of other people I know that are in the same boat. I feel the constant urge recently to find the bigger picture and to see the meaning of it all. There are so many things I am contemplating that I can't even seem to find the words to express it in this blog. My last (and really depressing... sorry about that) post fits into this recent theme in my life of longing for answers. So for now I am going to keep questioning all of these pushes and pull of life that I seem to be experiencing, and I will hopefully come up with some answers and post about them soon. I may even make it into a top ten list of some sort! who knows!